The worst thing ever happened is a very small, very small amount of time ago.
But that day, I didn’t think it would be this bad.
A few weeks before that day I went to a family dinner at a restaurant in Brisbane.
There were three of us.
I was a big fan of the restaurant.
The waiter was really nice, very friendly.
We got to talk and chat about what we were going to do for dinner, and we talked about what the kids were doing.
He offered to come pick up the kids from school.
And then the waiter went home.
I didn’st want to leave him because he was the best man at our family dinner.
The kids weren’t very happy about it.
The parents were.
They wanted him to go back and pick them up.
I thought it was great, that he was going to be the best dad that day.
But then that moment changed.
I felt like I was falling apart.
The children had never had a dad.
And when the waiter comes home and he doesn’t pick up his kids, it just feels like a complete lack of caring.
It was a moment of complete panic.
My heart just dropped to the floor.
And it’s a moment I’m still struggling with.
I think it’s because I didn t understand how bad this really could have been.
But the thing is, it could have.
I just had to look in the mirror and see what I had done.
And I did.
It didn’t matter what it was, I was just so desperate to get home to the kids.
My head was spinning.
I needed to go home.
The next day, a couple of weeks after the incident, I had another restaurant job, in Melbourne, where I was paid $16.70 an hour.
I sat at the cash register, looking for a job that would be in line with the minimum wage.
It would mean I wouldn’t have to work overtime.
I would get paid on time.
It just seemed like a no brainer, right?
And I thought that was what I was supposed to do.
I worked until I was almost full and then I had to go.
I had never really been in that situation before.
I knew it was not going to end well.
The stress of that job and my life really just went on and on.
And over the next couple of years, my life was completely disrupted.
My job was stressful and I was really depressed, feeling like I couldn’t cope.
I got a lot of job offers, but I just didn’t want to be there.
My anxiety was getting worse and worse.
I lost all my friends, and the kids at home were getting really upset with me.
I started to question my future and what I wanted to do with my life.
I wanted my kids to grow up and be happy, but in the meantime I couldn`t do anything about it because I was in a position where I couldn t do anything.
So I moved back to Queensland, and in early 2018, I went back to the restaurant I had worked at.
I wasn’t there for a while, but when I returned, I found myself back at the restaurant again.
The restaurant was a restaurant I went there to work at for four years.
And the restaurant was really great.
It had a great atmosphere, and I enjoyed the food.
I loved the staff, and it felt like home.
But it wasn’t the same.
I began to question myself and my future.
I went through a lot.
I came out of my shell.
I spent a lot more time on the computer and I stopped watching TV and I started going to work.
But I wasn`t the same person.
And even when I went out to eat, it was still very difficult to be myself.
I couldnt get the food down, I could not get the atmosphere right.
And by the time I got home I was tired.
I couldn”t go to the movies.
I never saw them again.
I can’t even remember the name of the movie I saw that night, and that was really upsetting.
So in February 2019, I started therapy, which was really hard.
I found that the anxiety was just growing and growing and I had no idea what to do to help myself.
It wasn’t easy to go through that.
But what I found was that I had really made a huge step forward in my life, and for the first time in my career, I felt really empowered and empowered.
And in February 2020, I signed up for an intensive work programme.
I ended up in the hospital for a couple months, but that was a blessing.
It helped me to heal.
It’s a really good thing that I was able to do that and I found a new perspective.
The program I went on at the time was really focused on helping people with a variety of mental health